Sunday, July 25, 2010

Dad&Mum in KL 24072010

爸妈来KL看我
从槟城带了一大堆食物给我
带我绕绕ChowKit 买买东西
在酒店住了一晚 妈妈着了凉
星期日中午他们回去了
上了巴士出发前传短讯给我
通了电话 我哭了

TT
我好想家
好想念爸爸妈妈
想念姐姐
想念我的书桌我的床我的房间
想念我的跆拳道
想念在槟城的一切

我跟自己说过
要好好适应生活
好好读书
多陪爸妈通电话网上聊天
我会加油的

吃着妈妈早上买给我的huachi
我爱你们 爸爸妈妈

Saturday, July 17, 2010

一个人

连睡觉 时间都过得好慢
室友回家了 剩下我一个人
一个人呆在房里 上网不知道要做什么
游戏都不好玩 fb都没什么新东西 msn都没什么人
一个人呆坐在书桌前
好闷好闷好闷
要做什么好呢?唉

Friday, July 16, 2010

Informal Orientation

简称IO。我从一开始就不喜欢orientation。Bangi的orientation硬撑过来,还好。到了KL可没那么幸运。第二天就被IO的学长学姐们叫去。拿签名,表演,叫学长学姐,这些都是我不喜欢做的。也许你可以说我自傲,但我有权力不去做我不喜欢的事情。虽然我很感谢一些学长学姐们的帮忙,特别是在我生病的时候,但是这和那是两回事。原本有七个人的我们,一个因为语言障碍而退出。六个人之中,除了我之外,都想转系,还会有心情理IO吗?被骂就被骂吧!

很谢谢ccl,yc在医院陪我
很谢谢yt陪我讲废话
很谢谢yy,yh关心我鼓励劝告我
很谢谢hh,jsp让我依靠
很谢谢we,rt,cy安慰我支持我
万分感激

UKMKL

即将成为我这四年的家
S03J425,
Kolej Tun Syed Nasir,
Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia,
Jalan Temerloh,
53200 Kuala Lumpur.
=)

我还蛮喜欢呆在房里
emo时还是出去透透气好了 哈
加油吧
有时间别上网太多 读多些书吧

Sunday, July 11, 2010

MPP

MPP (Minggu Mesra Pelajar)
之前一直担心
担心我没办法自己一个人搞定生活起居
担心我没办法交到朋友
担心我没办法适应大学生活
担心我会遇到怎样的roommate
担心我东西有没有带齐
好多的担心

但,都结束了
好疲累的6天
迟睡早醒已经弄得我发慌了
幸好有taklimat的时间给我睡觉
cheers虽然很好玩,
但若遇到一群都不想尽力的家伙,
就会什么刺激感都没了。
faci们的尽力而为,penghulu的沙哑叫喊声,KTSN朋友们的嘈杂声
我不会想念MPP的

我没办法接受,怎么华人都不爱参跟别的种族呢?
说他们不好的,说他们不友善的,说他们自私的,说他们歧视的,说他们的一切的 都是华人
拜托,是你们自己不好好跟别人相处
别用不屑的眼神看他们
你们其实也是跟他们一样而已,甚至比他们更自私更种族歧视
这是我唯一最不喜欢的一点

等待,是这六天最常做的一件事
而发呆,便是在等待,无所事事时做的事
总而言之 好无聊的MPP 好无奈但却必须出席 所以没办法
但是 都结束了 =)

Sunday, June 20, 2010

UKM Sains BioPerubatan

got my 2nd choice, UKM SAINS PERUBATAN. dillema'ing whether to go UKM or AIMST. dad says AIMST. but i know it's expensive. both have friends a.k.a senior and taekwondo. so thinking, do i wanted to be a doctor soooooooo much???? answer is NO. and, what can i be after graduating from biomedical sciences?? sales rep?? NO! stay in my beloved lab will do. aha! =P

i'll try to talk to dad, and tell him that i wana study in UKM. and probably considering taking double major--biology in sem 2 if possible. if not then, year 2. =D

being a doctor sounds awesome, but i dont have the confident in myself. since this topic arisen few months ago, i had asked myself a lot of times. how if i failed the exam?? how if i become a knock out?? how if i cant cope with the stress and pressure?? how if i scare and fainted in class seing corpses?? i doubted my choice to apply for this course. and now i promise myself not to make choices that will make myself miserable in life. again, how if i do enjoy the life in AIMST?? errr, will i?? taekwondo is just all the physical exercise, no poomsae, no sparring, no self-defense. aside from taekwondo, all is studying, studying, STUDYING!!! am i ready to be that person?? NO! NO! NO!

oh yes. i do admit that i loves the companion there in UKM. yunying as my senior, yittyse in same kolej as me, shiling and jaslyne just few blocks away from me, sister and gela just 2 hours drive away from me. =) although things might not be that wonderful when i go there, but at least, they are there. and of course, UKM TAEKWONDO! =P i try to tell myself repeatedly that taekwondo is not the reason why i should choose UKM over AIMST, but deeply i knew taekwondo always has influence on me, my direction, my way. and yes, i for sure, will enroll in UKM taekwondo. might take up some other clubs or societies also. but taekwondo will always be the first choice.

as for now, i dont care whether will i get a job after i graduated. i just wanted to enjoy my varsity life to the fullest, make myself as busy as possible, and if possibly, target a boyfriend. hahahaha =P JUST HAVE FUN!!!!!!! =)

Monday, June 14, 2010

心的蛻變學佛生活營

《寻找一片天空》
很好玩的生活营 身为保安 除了守夜 还帮杂工们洗盘、盛菜 忙归忙,但忙得很开心 =)
看着小营员们上课,做手工,吃饭,玩游戏,唱歌,睡觉 小弟弟小妹妹们真天真可爱
缺乏领导及规划能力,却硬要插手一切的过分秘书;想把每件事情做好,但却被夹在主席、秘书、顾问及筹委之间的头痛营长、副营长;必须照顾好所有小营员们,但又被一些脾气古怪、性格超坏的营员们恶整的辅导员哥哥姐姐们;忙着准备食物,搬东搬西,忙这忙那的生活兼庶务组组员;想把气氛带得最顶点,把游戏玩得最起劲的团康组组员;及守整夜但日时却一直睡不好的保安组长。大家辛苦了!!
虽然这次的生活营有不足的地方,但在大家共同的努力下,成功地结束了。=)来年再参与吧!!
呵呵 我明年不要做保安了 =P