UKM Sains BioPerubatan

got my 2nd choice, UKM SAINS PERUBATAN. dillema'ing whether to go UKM or AIMST. dad says AIMST. but i know it's expensive. both have friends a.k.a senior and taekwondo. so thinking, do i wanted to be a doctor soooooooo much???? answer is NO. and, what can i be after graduating from biomedical sciences?? sales rep?? NO! stay in my beloved lab will do. aha! =P

i'll try to talk to dad, and tell him that i wana study in UKM. and probably considering taking double major--biology in sem 2 if possible. if not then, year 2. =D

being a doctor sounds awesome, but i dont have the confident in myself. since this topic arisen few months ago, i had asked myself a lot of times. how if i failed the exam?? how if i become a knock out?? how if i cant cope with the stress and pressure?? how if i scare and fainted in class seing corpses?? i doubted my choice to apply for this course. and now i promise myself not to make choices that will make myself miserable in life. again, how if i do enjoy the life in AIMST?? errr, will i?? taekwondo is just all the physical exercise, no poomsae, no sparring, no self-defense. aside from taekwondo, all is studying, studying, STUDYING!!! am i ready to be that person?? NO! NO! NO!

oh yes. i do admit that i loves the companion there in UKM. yunying as my senior, yittyse in same kolej as me, shiling and jaslyne just few blocks away from me, sister and gela just 2 hours drive away from me. =) although things might not be that wonderful when i go there, but at least, they are there. and of course, UKM TAEKWONDO! =P i try to tell myself repeatedly that taekwondo is not the reason why i should choose UKM over AIMST, but deeply i knew taekwondo always has influence on me, my direction, my way. and yes, i for sure, will enroll in UKM taekwondo. might take up some other clubs or societies also. but taekwondo will always be the first choice.

as for now, i dont care whether will i get a job after i graduated. i just wanted to enjoy my varsity life to the fullest, make myself as busy as possible, and if possibly, target a boyfriend. hahahaha =P JUST HAVE FUN!!!!!!! =)